How much does a Life Jacket cost?
Some people have really pushed me to the edge.
And i feel like jumping.
Wished I could release all that pent up frustration that is tearing my psyche apart. Ever felt that kind of anger and hurt? Where it hits you right in the chest like a punch knocking the wind outta yer. That dull ache that lingers after the attacker has finally stopped. It plagues me repeatedly.
Wished I had learnt my lesson the first time round. Instead of coming back for seconds and third helpings like a heroin addict unable to withstand the withdrawal.
A true expose of a real life drama that i used to believe only happen in the movies. We feel so safe in our tiny island that we have let our guard down that there might be evil lurking next door. A true blue bastard who has in part destroyed my life as I know it. I'd like to believe there is good in everyone but maybe God bypassed some leaving them defective of a conscience.
And i have tried everything within my power to rid myself of this evil being, from threats, to the police, to legal advice and yet every avenue has only produced a dead end. The police say there is only intention of harassment, no real physical hurt afflicted even though they saw the fear in my eyes and the physical damage to my car. The law says i can't sue for money owed without proper documentation that there was a loan in the first place. And yet maybe it was the psychological mind fucking that caused the most damage. An elaborate scheme that involved bogus phone calls pretending to talk to someone when there was no one there, just to cover up lies with more lies. Or maybe it's the text msges using other people's mobile to plant ideas into my receptive mind when they were just more lies.
The worse part is, I have prove he's hunting again. Preying on gullible, hardworking independent women who for a second would have others believe they are invincible and street smart like I thought I was.
Right now i need to stop drowning. With every minute that passes i'm sinking deeper. How much does it cost to get myself a life jacket?
And i feel like jumping.
Wished I could release all that pent up frustration that is tearing my psyche apart. Ever felt that kind of anger and hurt? Where it hits you right in the chest like a punch knocking the wind outta yer. That dull ache that lingers after the attacker has finally stopped. It plagues me repeatedly.
Wished I had learnt my lesson the first time round. Instead of coming back for seconds and third helpings like a heroin addict unable to withstand the withdrawal.
A true expose of a real life drama that i used to believe only happen in the movies. We feel so safe in our tiny island that we have let our guard down that there might be evil lurking next door. A true blue bastard who has in part destroyed my life as I know it. I'd like to believe there is good in everyone but maybe God bypassed some leaving them defective of a conscience.
And i have tried everything within my power to rid myself of this evil being, from threats, to the police, to legal advice and yet every avenue has only produced a dead end. The police say there is only intention of harassment, no real physical hurt afflicted even though they saw the fear in my eyes and the physical damage to my car. The law says i can't sue for money owed without proper documentation that there was a loan in the first place. And yet maybe it was the psychological mind fucking that caused the most damage. An elaborate scheme that involved bogus phone calls pretending to talk to someone when there was no one there, just to cover up lies with more lies. Or maybe it's the text msges using other people's mobile to plant ideas into my receptive mind when they were just more lies.
The worse part is, I have prove he's hunting again. Preying on gullible, hardworking independent women who for a second would have others believe they are invincible and street smart like I thought I was.
Right now i need to stop drowning. With every minute that passes i'm sinking deeper. How much does it cost to get myself a life jacket?
3 Comments:
is he still at it? i hope you're feeling better. meet up sunday ok :)
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