Sunday, October 22, 2006

if i lay here.. if i just lay here..would you lie with me and just forget the world

There are moments in my life where i just wanna give up. Give up fighting to survive each day as a normal sane human being. I sit here typing out word after word when i really just want to smash up anything. everything. I want to scream, i want to hurt, physically, so maybe i'll forget about the emotional pain. I want to shout at all the people who have caused me pain, I want them to feel the pain they have inflicted.

I wanna lie in the middle of the road, look up at the sky and wait for something, anything.

Yeah. If i just lay here, if i just lay here would you lie with me and forget the world?

4 Comments:

Blogger Steve Kells said...

wow, maybe you should try medication. you sound suicidal.

7:55 AM  
Blogger Sher said...

maybe u shud go for a holiday... it would at least take your mind of things..

12:14 PM  
Blogger Gladwin Manuel said...

I feel the same right now. But I hv a hope and someone I could always trust - my maker and creator. Just the fact he loved me and died on the cross for me...the truth is he died for you too - and he will answer your prayers. Just try him.

12:20 AM  
Blogger Jordon said...

I'm going through the same phrase of life as well. Now life has seize to hold much meaning to me.
Seeing others fall in love, the things they do. I've been in relationships, but i can't seem to comprehend or experience what other lovers are going through. What is love, seriously.

11:28 PM  

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